I miss him everyday and I am not sure what to do. Never been this way before. I put some feelers out to other areas to possible move away. It's just me now so I can really go anywhere really.  So I figured I'd send my resume out to see what happens.. Well, I have had my first response from sending my resume out of state. I'm a little nervous and alot scared. So much has happened here and if I'm going to have a fresh start, the only way I can see that to happen is to get new surroundings.